It's been a while...been a while since I'v felt the warmth of love. I'm grateful. Fleeting.

-One and Only

When you get to where "Why" is no longer a question but an answer.

I just feel ike what I've been doing hasn't beeen enough. I want to help the earth and society more then I already am. It seems as if I'm not playing a big enough part to do any major change in the future and for now. I'm just tyring to find people who like need someone to help them. I kidn of feel ike volunteering for the poor or to help clean up the city or something. The world is filled with too many people who just don't care. I think those people should really start thinkin about what they are doing. Not just becuase the earths cglobal warming won't effect them but just think of the world if you don't give a shit about the future generations. This world needs to be preserved because there are no more things like this ever again.this same opurtunity will never be presented to humanity in this same way ever again. We aren't even trying to fix the world instead we just ignore the problems and advance. if we keep on advancing in such areas that will only harm the earth, the earth will deteriate and wil nto be as worthy as it ever was. Life wil not be worth as much. Not worth it to tell you the truth. We have got to stop working and start thinking.

-One and Only

I'm feeling quite a bit of lonelyness. I have the feeling that I should be kinder. I'll stride after the idea of treating people in a more human way. Wouldn't kill me now would it? After all, there should be some on this nasty world that should treat others humanely. There aren't enough of people who are nice to others. This is going to be hard.

Desperate need of some fucking company. This sucks. maybe I should meet older people. I really don't know..But like yeah...woudln;t be that bad. I'll probably learn to be more mature of learn to cherish my childhood more since they're like old anywayz. Lol. No social skills. Lol. Well Bbye now. ~Lots of Love~

-One and Only

          I hate it when people I don't like like the same bands I do. Those fucking posers. They don't ever really like rock. They just faking it to fit in with the people who are actually worth hanging out with. Not the ghettos. I mean seriously. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS GOD DAMNED WORLD? Huh? When a table in the lunchroom becomes hot, when it was nothing before, suddenly, its filled with people who are fucking posers who used to be addicted to gay games like Zelda.Those people are huge liers and great fakers. They hurt the origional people who were there but litterally kicking them out and calling them outcasts.YOU KNOW WHAT?! I HAD ENOUGH OF FUCKING ASSHOLES CALLING OTHER PEOPLE OUTCASTS JUST CAUSE THEY DIFFERENT. They are NOT outcasts. You are all fucking imature, ignorant, barbarious, unsofisticated, and vulgar people. It is totally wrong. I hate those people. I hate them so fucking much. I want to just make rumors about them and fucking hurt tem so bad. I hate them. They are liers. I hate liers...
          They have no real identiy. They are everchanging into what is the new "fad" Those are the people who are not true to themselves. And I pesonally have to give some recognition to my cousin, Anthony. He doesn't care what I tell him. i try to get him to dress better for himself, yet he doesn't. I ask him to hang out with people yet he prefers to read. I truely admire that. He is true to himself and does what he thinks is fun or better for him. He doesn't listen to anyone else and he couldn;t really give a shit about how he dresses. We need more people like that in the world yet it is nearly imposibly because if everyone were true to themselves, the people who have "bad" talents, would always try to change into excepted people. Shame.
          Life is crap. Thats all I have to say. Life is a lie. Life is hell. All. Bbye now.
~One and Only